I'm the reason,
the cause for disaster.
I left no choice for her,
but to go away,
free herself.
I broke her-apart,
shattered herlike a glass jar thrown on the floor,
with the pieces reflecting a broken personality,
a heartbroken me.
It never goes away
the time we spent
the hours of the day
spent with each other-
by each other's side,
but its over now
nothing left to ponder-
no one left to caress
but
a heartbroken me
It broke me
left me all alone
splattered my feelings on the ground
(and they made no sound)
all i could hear
was a sobbing
heartbroken me
surrendering to destiny
and the fact
that the reason
was no one
but me
now i'm ashamed
to even try to get back to her
it hurts me-
pinches me hard
because i know
i made many mistakes-
all irreversible,
all unpardonable
all which are the reasons
for me being
nothing
but heartbroken..